Well done to me, <br />For breaking it that way. <br />My usual hastiness and lack of patience <br />Have yet again cost me a piece, <br />Of my ever fading happiness. <br /> <br />The lone path and isolated destination, call <br />Emitting ever-growing signs of safety. <br />More appealing day by day <br />As I wish the embarrassment of August away, <br />A month of hurt, resentment, loneliness and rejection. <br /> <br />So now i can add this to my list of 'shouldn't have's' <br />But we learn from our mistakes, <br />Right? <br />I haven't learnt, now you'll never know why. <br /> <br />Why I said what I did, <br />Why I feel this way. <br /> <br />I look upon every situation in dumbfounded consternation, <br />With a helpless endorsement of self-resentment.<br /><br />Lily Espinosa<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/now-you-ll-never-understand-why/
