we found out about 2 months ago <br />something that made me cry <br />the doctors said you were ill and we were in for a long battle <br />and through it all you always would say we are going to win this battle <br />than a few weeks ago <br />we almost lost you and i was scared to death <br />you pulled through but it still broke my heart <br />knowing how much pain you were going through <br />i felt so helpless wanting to help you so bad <br />laying in bed at night crying myself to sleep <br />because i knew we couldn't deny the truth... the end was coming near <br />it was something i hated to think about <br />the pain became more and more for you <br />and each day it became harder for me to know the pain you were going through <br />one day i talked to you and promised you i would come back <br />i told you how much i loved you and needed you <br />when i came back... u weren't there <br />i was told something that i never wanted to hear <br />i didn't know how to handel it <br />you had gone into a coma <br />i was terrified broke down and cried <br />then this week the doctor said there was nothing left to do <br />we have to let go <br />i cried and i said no please my baby is strong i know he can pull through <br />the conclusion was made the majority won <br />last nit we let you go <br />i was the hardest thing i have ever had to do <br />the worst feeling of my life <br />i hate moving on with out you <br />i know i should be happy becuase you are free of your pain <br />but i jsut wish we had more time together <br />and now talkin with your mom and sis it is so hard <br />especially your sister.. she is to young to understand and asks me all the time where you are. if your sleeping and i don't know what to do but cry<br /><br />shiny shine<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/letting-go-115/
