I never knew he could casue so much pain. <br />And to think i was close to becoming sane... <br /> <br />He is my all! <br />And now not even a call... <br /> <br />I don't know what i did, <br />am i just not good enough? <br /> <br />Maybe i don't deserve to live. <br />I guess enough love i didn't give. <br /> <br />I wish i knew <br />I don't know what i did to you. <br /> <br />You said always and forever... <br />but now you say never. <br /> <br />How can i get rid of the sorrow... <br />if it's just waiting for me tomorrow? <br /> <br />I no longer wish to breathe. <br />Only to seize my existance. <br /> <br />To end my life, <br />Would be a gift. <br /> <br />The cuts are only temparary therapy <br />I just want to be happy. <br /> <br />But apparently happiness it too much to ask. <br /> <br />I'm sorry i even bothered......<br /><br />carly bachor<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/9829-the-pain-he-caused/
