This deep internal rage burns through my veins. <br />my internal torture eats me alive. <br />these thoughts put me in an instant haze of pain. <br />my dignity has been murdered in an on-slaught war. <br /> <br />these tears plummet down my face with the sting of toxic waste. <br />my blood-shot eyes give me a new look to my already too-ugly face making it more painful to look at my reflection. <br />these sensations of death they take over and gain control. <br />i try to fight back these feelings but just end up deeper in the abyss inside. <br /> <br />with my adreniline rush, heart speeding, hate rage, haze, and acid tears im slowly dieing, dieing a painful death. <br /> <br />the heavenly screamo music flooding my ears put me in some transe of this unfamiliar feeling...... <br />love? <br />hope? <br />joy? <br />no..... <br />happiness? ? <br />happiness.... <br />happiness, a VERY unfamiliar feeling; a stranger. <br /> <br />suddenly eveything.....just instantaneously dissapears. <br />tempararily gone, but im accepting the fact that this so called 'happiness' isn't going to last long, rage will soon murder it too......<br /><br />carly bachor<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/internal-conflict-2/
