You tell me that you need to know <br />how I truly feel <br /> <br />How can I possibly tell you that <br />when I don't even know whats real <br /> <br />Ever since I was a little child <br />I've been tough only to hide <br /> <br />All of my emotions <br />everything inside <br /> <br />You tell me you tried so damn hard <br />to help me break down my walls <br /> <br />But all I did was shield away <br />and build them up real tall <br /> <br />Inside I search for someone who really cares <br />the person that comes to mind is you <br /> <br />I feel alone <br />because you ask me 'you are, who? ' <br /> <br />I gaev up on love and feelings <br />a long time ago <br /> <br />That is why my life is now <br />just a show <br /> <br />Sorry I say, sister mine <br />I want to give you everything left <br /> <br />But my voice has died <br />and you are deaf <br /> <br />I love you, <br />I want you to know <br /> <br />That if when I leave this world <br />I care for you deep inside, that's why I had to go. <br /> <br />Remember sis that the dream lives on <br />As bright as a star in the sky, you have always shone. <br /> <br />(to my sis....you probably will never read this....if you do...I love you...I always did....I'm sorry if i didn't show it....you where always the only one who cared...thank you for everything...
