running out of ways to deal, <br />when all i have is pain, <br />nagative thoughts comes to my mind, <br />none which are agreeable, <br />just let me be selfish, <br />i'm sick of this, <br />who wants a life filled with pain, <br />my family just can't understand, <br />how unhappy i am, <br />because they want me to stay, <br />but, can't understand what i go through, <br />just to seem fine in front of the niece and nephews, <br />that's why i'm planning carefully, <br />not to leave many broken hearts, <br />when i leave this life, <br />but i guess there is really no right way, <br />to say good-bye to the people you care about..<br /><br />mona martinez<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/there-s-never-a-way-to-say-good-bye-to-love-ones/
