Why can no one see all the pain? <br />I’m honestly driving my self insane. <br /> <br />Nobody sees the tears hidden in my eyes, <br />They just don’t what to see it; i hide the hurt with my lies. <br /> <br />Leave me alone for a day or two, <br />And my mind begins to lie to me i believe all the fake feelings are true. <br /> <br />I try to tell them how hurt i am how i am; they don’t know how much i want them to know, <br />They don’t understand, it’s like they are blind, then they turn around and go. <br /> <br />They think it’s all an act, and that the poems i write are just a few lines of a made up rhyme, <br />But they really know its true, don’t they know it’s harder for me without them in this dark time. <br /> <br />I hold in the sobs and screams for i don’t want o self harm, <br />But without them understanding and helping, i gain another scar upon my arm. <br /> <br />Maybe they just think I’m far gone, <br />That I’m past the point of healing because I’m already so torn. <br /> <br />I wait for them to notice, <br />But they never do, <br />And so i still cry, <br /> <br />Hoping for someone to help, <br />Or just for me to die<br /><br />Lil Jam Jam<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/and-so-i-still-cry/
