Through the trials of endless pain <br />What’s my reward at the end <br />Tears of my heart has all been drained <br />So what more can I amend <br /> <br />And yet you betray me once more <br />Who else can I trust <br />This is the friendship we once swore <br />So break it if you must <br /> <br />You’ve shot a bullet of despicable lies <br />Straight through the core of my brain <br />It caught my conscience by surprise <br />And my emotions, no longer sane <br /> <br />My heart of glass, shattered in dismay <br />But do you even care <br />Never ending thoughts day after day <br />Wishing you were never there <br /> <br />But the glass is broken, beyond repair <br />So where’s the glue I lack <br />You’ve left me in the pit of despair <br />Now who will glue it back <br /> <br />Or is this your intention all along <br />To leave a sharp shard on the ground <br />To harms the ones who did no wrong <br />And hurt my loved ones around <br /> <br />Look at the mess you’ve made <br />Look at the damage you’ve done <br />Congrats on your successful crusade <br />Now hand me your goddamn gun <br /> <br />I’ll point it back in my own brain <br />And an innocent face, soaked with tears <br />It’s no longer about the physical pain <br />So I’ll take my life with no fear <br /> <br />I regret once more for trusting you <br />This is no longer your gun <br />The first bullet was of sheer subdue <br />So I’ll pull the second one…<br /><br />Anders Lim<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/shattered-glass-9/
