The chances I could have taken. <br />The things I could have said. <br />The flame that you awakened. <br />That voice inside my head. <br /> <br />What I meant to say and what you thought it meant. <br />Tears I cried so I could forget. <br />Hurt inside I wouldn’t vent. <br /> <br />Wondering if it was true at all. <br />Trying not to become too attached. <br />Letting myself quickly fall. <br />Watching my life burn from your match. <br /> <br />With someone else and thinking of you. <br />Confused as to how this all works out. <br />Sadly I still feel like a fool. <br />Nothing I can do about it. No I won’t pout. <br /> <br />Memories and games burned into me. <br />Longings I thought has long past. <br />Wanting to run and flee from what’s coming. <br /> <br />Figuring out what I can’t possibly know. <br />Calculating everything and anything we shared. <br />Letting it all….go. <br />Hoping maybe I can get this flame to flare.<br /><br />Vanessa Kingsley<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/regretting-regretting-everything-regretting-regretting-nothing/
