I hear outside as the rain <br />Begins to wipe away the pain <br />All the smeared blood <br />Begins to wash away in the flood <br />Thank, God, that it stings <br />No matter what life brings <br />I'll always take the worst of it <br />I'll take it without a fit <br />I hear as I begin to scream <br />I'm glad this is no dream <br />I deserve to suffer <br />It needs to be more rougher <br />Why is everyone staring? <br />Why isn't anyone caring? <br />Seems that things shall never change <br />No matter how strange <br />The world may be at times <br />Everyone fighting for dimes <br />Money's running low <br />But as I take the last blow <br />I feel death on my shoulder <br />I wish I could be boulder <br />My skin is getting colder <br />As I lay down on the floor <br />The sky makes a loud roar <br />Then I believe four <br />Hours later I awake <br />The light is too much to take <br />In with these broken eyes <br />I can see all of the lies <br />I've told to everyone I know <br />I watch as my chances for me going to hell grow <br />I watch the sad look in God's eyes <br />As I start to cry about my lies <br />My name isn't in the book <br />Without another look <br />God is gone and in his place <br />There is a strange, creepy face <br />I'm going to hell <br />I knew after life wouldn't end well! <br /> <br />*(A poem to where I'm going if I don't change my ways, Lies are deceitful and so are suicidal days, But never underestimate Gods ways) *<br /><br />Magic What'sHerName<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/smeared-blood/
