I bore so much ill will, <br />Hatred more with intense kill, <br />Jealousies more with less zeal, <br />Anger more but not real, <br /> <br />Can any body suggest and heal? <br />Not hate me and put a seal, <br />With great pain I conceal, <br />Look so nice but not real, <br /> <br />My mind is living inferno, <br />Dead thoughts with active volcano, <br />How any one can read and know, <br />What is hidden underneath the snow? <br /> <br />I grew with deep trust and hate, <br />Common sense came very late, <br />With mean thoughts I always rate, <br />Wait for fate to come through gate, <br /> <br />I never trust and confide, <br />Crush the intent and skillfully hide, <br />High ambition on with horse ride, <br />Angle narrow and mind not wide, <br /> <br />World has done nothing wrong, <br />Still I found, self not among, <br />Afraid to sing beautiful song, <br />May be it so not short but long, <br /> <br />I see people always on run, <br />Threatening life with long barrel gun, <br />This all happen under the nose of sun, <br />How can I find time for fun? <br /> <br />Nothing goes smooth and as usual, <br />I too take it as routine and casual, <br />The role I play is dubious and dual, <br />Not so holy but as part of ritual, <br /> <br />Failed to understand why such is mentality? <br />No more care for any such sensitivity, <br />Aim at destruction and no creativity, <br />Wants to enjoy life with more longitivity <br /> <br /> <br />Mob flee after setting houses on fire, <br />Not real people but kept on hire, <br />They burn the property of others, <br />I burn from within which almost bothers, <br /> <br />Can do nothing but mere spectator, <br />No powers to act as dictator, <br />Might pray for peace in long run, <br />Only friendship hand with no trotting gun<br /><br />hasmukh amathalal<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/inflammed-mind/
