I was so naive...to believe <br />every lie you spread...in every word you said......all untrue <br />i really, truly, honestly, believed in you....i gave you, my faith <br />all the vows and the oaths, were fake <br />i truly believed we were meant to be soulmates <br />it was our destiny, and fate <br />now, this reality reminds me <br />how i made such a terrible mistake <br />this relationship, i will use as a metaphor <br />the game of chess..............every move that we made <br />a piece slid across the board... <br />til i had no pieces, no more <br />except for the king, a metaphor that represents loves ring <br />you were very cunning, you beat me at my best <br />played me so well, CHECKMATE, ! my king (heart) fell <br />i used to laugh at women, who were weak <br />that always looked down, at the ground <br />catering only to their men.........when <br />their men would go and cheat, and were never discreet <br />and their women would justify it by saying, he still comes home to me <br />women that were filled with shame....mild and meek <br />spoke only when, the men gave them, permission to speak <br />i used to inwardly cower, at their wretched souls <br />look, and, behold, look at me now-that was then, and now its come full circle again.........by all your lies, that i will never comprehend <br />and the love you so willingly gave, was only pretend <br />so answer me this..why? ? ? why? ? ? even bother <br />becoming a black hearted robber <br />the lies you spoke with such a straight face <br />those words on which i choke upon, for i am disgraced <br /> <br />diffently by you, but more so by me.....for being so damn NAIVE<br /><br />krissi b'williams<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/naive-9/
