i lay there, <br />tired, <br />but my mind's racing. <br />so fast, <br />that i can't even think of sleep, <br />thinking of all the bad in the world, <br />all that makes me depressed, <br />all the make me wanna put out the blade, <br />cut till i cry, <br />play my chem till i feel like cutting more, <br />jump out the window, <br />'hopefully i'll die this time', <br />'or maybe next time', <br />grab a gun, <br />make it go 'boom', <br />as the fragments of my skull begin to fall, <br />my mom screams, <br />at the top of her lungs, <br />but i cant care cause im no more.<br /><br />Trenton Davis<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/why-can-t-i-sleep/
