Filled to the full of enuff yet <br />Deluged by after thoughts; <br />Tantilizing memories of <br />Affluent days of erotica; <br />Amazed at the total- <br />Inexplainable need of closure! <br />Decadence reared its ugly head... <br />Pushed its way through- <br />Well hidden corridors- <br />Of delusional minds of a sanguine- <br />Persona lying empty now; <br />In retrospect- <br />I re-evaluate my options- <br />As the adrenalin pours- <br />And my blood pressure soars- <br />To new heights- <br />Taken off the cuff; <br />Once a much heated dalliance- <br />Turned serious for about- <br />That long-now sour! <br />It lead to scorn-disdain and <br />A most egregious strike <br />At my Achillies Heel! <br />And that my dear was unforgivable! <br />Leaving me with a permanent limp <br />And a disabled belief system. <br /> <br />Dedicated to: Sheltered-aka...<br /><br />Theodora (Theo) Onken<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/soured/
