My rose has walked away <br />I feel the same, after a new day <br />I'm fuel by uncontrollable rage <br />It's frustrating living this life <br />Angry with myself for falling in <br />Your juice of unfaithfulness <br />Turned a sweet loving heart <br />Blacker than dirty tar! <br />You spat twisted lies in my life <br />It was you, that murdered <br />My ability to love and trust murderer! <br /> <br /> <br />Months and years the pain can't subside <br />Bitter memories are the scars <br />Impossible to wash away <br />They haunt by day and comfort at night <br />Why must hearts fall in love? <br />If it's not forever <br />It's a waste of time! <br /> <br /> <br />August 2nd 2009 <br />Thank you for reading<br /><br />Eyan Desir<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-waste-of-time-dark/