i realize the person i was and perhaps am <br />unable to distinguish between fantasies and reality <br />pushed you with my hands into a sea of grief <br />never anchoring myself to stop and help you up <br />all i did to you was leave <br />everything you've given me thrown into despair <br />never did i happen to think that you were scared <br />i tried to pick up those cherished moments in life <br />never differentiated between laugh and cry <br />u covered yourself with blankets of 'my' pain <br />took away from me all my stresses and strains <br />all that i searched were life's treasure chests. <br />all that you cared was always for my best <br />should've realized that my sight was because of your eyes <br />when you were there everything looked colourful and nice <br />but now i am in a dark hell and i dont see a thing <br />wherever you are please come and help me <br />all i can feel is the wetness of my eyes <br />and the only thing next to me are my fears <br />am now someone missing all the flesh <br />because it is you who makes me complete <br />if i ask you to come please say yes <br />as am standing here all ready to confess <br />i am not sure whether you are ready to come and see <br />but i hope there is still some part of you <br />godly enough to forgive me<br /><br />ajith patnaik<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/now-feel-incomplete/