It was past when I used to praise you <br />Close to me you were, loved by me then <br />Had I ever mistaken somewhere? <br />You went away and made my life a hell <br /> <br />Loved by you I felt warmth in your cuddles <br />Alone you were to make my way out in hurdles <br />Things changed so soon I couldn’t believe <br />Whom I loved so deeply how he can deceive? <br /> <br />Time didn’t stop, it passed, so my memories <br />Rarely but in silence somewhere I miss you <br />Last night I cried when I knew you were in blue <br />Now I know what you were to me, wasn’t true <br /> <br />I won’t come to you dear to soothe <br /> That time to me how you were rude <br />I am not happy but I remember that day <br />Till months I burnt in grief, feeling disgraced <br /> <br />Time has made me happier than ever <br />No more I need any person’s favor <br />You cut what you have ripped once <br />Terribly alone would be you my dear <br />But this time not again I will b to share... <br /> <br />You don’t deserve my sympathy any more <br />Better you die before coming to my door <br />I have my love still in my heart saved <br />It is not so cheap to shower on you <br />It will be forever with me in my grave..<br /><br />Kumud Ranjan<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/not-anymore-17/
