I was just indecent kid <br />Trying to grab a handful lesson <br />Taught to hold on good deeds <br />Longing to look for nod of approval <br />Dreaming to have the perfect savior <br />To pleased every figure and ease myself <br /> <br />I was a new beginner <br />To know the lesson become unbearable tough <br />And saw good people disposed their sanity <br />Punished by the way every face shake in pity <br />Deject when even the faith break into pieces <br />Torn apart when they’re refused to share my tears <br /> <br />I was growing in pain <br />Becoming unbelievable rough <br />Distrust every good mind and heart <br />Learn the best way to erase people face <br />Fight with my own desperate fantasy <br />Cut the stream of tears before it get dry <br /> <br />I am dying now in my own tyranny <br />Wearing shell to cover my wounded soul <br />Kill the desire to lost in love and emotion <br />Miss to greet the familiar smile in lovely face <br />Afraid of hurting and bruising other’s mind <br />Drowning in the ocean of my lonely fears <br /> <br />I shall live again one day <br />I’ll stripped the fake shell to reveal an innocent soul <br />Follow every star to find my true love <br />Embrace each gaze to share the warm wishes <br />Heal every scar and cherish forgiveness <br />To rejoice in full joy through eternity<br /><br />Niken Kusuma Wardani<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/life-story-10/
