If I meant that much to you, <br />Why couldn’t you wait? <br />If I meant that much to you, <br />Why did you push yourself onto me? <br />If i meant that much to you, <br />Why are your answers to my e-mails so short? <br />If I meant so much to you, <br />Why are my blood tears on your hands? <br />If I meant that much to you, <br />Why do you ignore me? <br />If I meant that much to you, <br />Why the first night I was gone did you turn to her? <br />If I meant so much to you, <br />Why did you wrench my heart out, <br />Rip it into itsy bitsy pieces, <br />Strike a match, <br />Set it on fire, <br />Gather the ashes, <br />Through them over my bleeding body, <br />& leave me there, <br />To die?<br /><br />angel lockheart<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/if-i-meant-that-much-to-u/