Entrapped in a wicked state of mind <br />Can’t leave this pain behind <br />Just when I think I can be happy again <br />This nightmare resurrects <br />Haunts my life <br />And reopens my scars <br /> <br />Remove the blood stain from my soul <br />A crippled man is what I am <br />Dwelling in the absurdity of my thoughts <br />Lost in a chaos of uncontrolled emotions <br /> <br />Why did I get darkness instead of life? <br />Why such pain instead of love <br />Tears and why’s drowning me <br />Throughout the years <br /> <br />Why this melancholy never lets me go <br />And who can lift the curse <br />And who can take this burden <br />If not me <br /> <br />And do I have a choice <br />Is there a remedy? <br />At least some understanding? <br />Don’t look at me with these dead eyes <br />Instead try to be a human being <br /> <br />Don’t make me feel pathetic and sorry for myself <br />Go and learn something for yourself <br />Self criticism it’s called <br />And maybe then you’ll understand <br /> <br />All I meant was to be alive <br />But how can I? <br />Surrounded by rotten souls and warped minds <br />Using their worn out bodies as disguise <br />As all they have to give is this <br />Flesh and cheap body liquid <br />Costs less than thoughts and emotions <br />But when they deal with me <br />They all have a debt that they can’t pay <br /> <br />I’m burning with fever, I’m mumbling incoherent words <br />Is there anyone alive out there? <br />Is there anyone alive? <br />Is there?<br /><br />Spiros Mar<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/is-there-anyone-alive-out-there/
