I got so much to say, but cant figure this out, <br />because my memory just fades, then it all just blanks out, <br /> <br />all my thoughts get confusing, an my words just clam up, <br />as i sit here refueling, i just wana give up, <br /> <br />im not cut out for the pressure of this crazy made world, <br />an just want to lay back, an watch my future unwirl, <br /> <br />but my calling is nothing, but a messed up dream, <br />that is nowhere i can get to, just a place thats unseen, <br /> <br />i dont know where i belong, i just no its not here, <br />i have waited too long ive cried too many tears, <br /> <br />for the fear of been a nothing, but a jobless mug, <br />wishing everyday my life will change so i can give up, <br /> <br />there is nothing i can do to change the way that i am, <br />there is nothing you can say to me so i understand, <br /> <br />i make my own choice, your not me i am myself, <br />if the moment comes ill take an hold on with both hands..<br /><br />Anthony Eccles<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-dont-know/
