i thought........about <br />all the answers, that i sought <br />and with a shout.... <br />i scream, due to the misery <br />at all this........has brought <br />i am amist <br />a silent war being fought <br />a road, with so many turns and twists <br />as my mind resists <br />the war, between it and my heart <br />a battle that has torn my insides apart <br /> <br />with a strategical defense <br />it fights...with all its might <br />against........all of this <br />with a bellow of a heart-broken <br />scream....due to this nightmarish dream <br />from the subconscious reminsce <br />of you.... <br />i hear a break from deep within <br />for my soul has softly spoken <br />as i go...through <br />another <br />night of sins <br />as i remember you...as my lover <br />instead of my foe <br /> <br />tears instead of cheers <br />as my brain, over and over again <br />reluctantly recalls.........the memories <br />of them all.....those of my sworn enemy <br />that i had buried deep within <br />that i wish to banish..that i long to forget <br />but a heart never does, does it? <br />out of sight...hopefully out of mind <br />but night after night......the memories tend to remind <br />and i somberly find.......... <br />each and every dream...is fused with you <br />a perfect moonlit....siloette <br />of a man, searching and discovering my body with his hands <br />a dream of an deep passionate kiss, i wake up to lips, mourning this <br />goosebumps all over my skin <br />due to the nights..........warm breezy wind <br />oh, how i need to fight.....the nights of these sins <br />i wake in the morning, only to find <br />ive once again.....been, trapped in time <br />i plead for it to end...my nights of lorning and lustful sins<br /><br />krissi b'williams<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/night-of-sins/
