It makes me bleed and hurts most <br />Irreparable loss though nothing lost <br />It may not be material loss or damage <br />Makes you unseat and difficult to manage <br /> <br />Why to distrust and cast a doubt? <br />Why sudden loss of face and turn about? <br />Is there any secret understanding or clout? <br />Why sudden loss of battle and rout? <br /> <br />It pains and hurts my conscience <br />I must go into oblivion with silence <br />Knock the inner voice and ask for remedy <br />Why life turns so hostile with such comedy? <br /> <br />I will not stand up and face the weather <br />Neither I will cry or continuously bother <br />May consider it as set back and differ with <br />Opinion of others but not suffer <br /> <br />It gave me enough of strength and joy <br />Full of real sense and simple tactics employ <br />Nothing so particular or malice intention <br />Still it stood as test and raised question <br /> <br />I must search the soul and repent <br />No to further quest and consent <br />Confine to realm with utmost sincerity <br />Steady pace and no more hostility <br /> <br />I should go down with human dignity <br />Love to live with simple natural beauty <br />Who is there on earth without any blame? <br />Can any one remain aloof and claim? <br /> <br />I too would live with no malign intent <br />Avoid unpleasant scne and remain content <br />God is so kind to grant us whatever we desire <br />Why then we hesitate and not even admire?<br /><br />hasmukh amathalal<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/makes-me-bleed/