~ Heart Broken Into Dust ~ <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />Can’t breathe <br />I can’t hear my heart beat <br />Feels like someone is punishing me <br />For a sin, as I take a breath <br />Feels like someone has punched his hand <br />In my chest <br />And has squeezed my heart <br />And then has pulled it <br />Away from my body <br />With it pulling every vein... <br /> <br />Feels like I am alive <br />But I hardly feel it <br />I try and try not to think <br />Of things I have been through <br />But I can’t help it <br />Every time I shut my eyes <br />It feels like I have been <br />Put into a grave <br />Dark, silent yet full of sorrow… <br />And every time I try to breathe <br />Someone throws more soil on my chest <br />They see me so hopeless <br />They see me dead <br />Even though I haven’t <br />Shut my eyes yet… <br /> <br />Feels like <br />I am being buried alive <br />I can see everyone <br />I can hear the sounds of <br />Prayer <br />But I see no mercy in their eyes <br />And I have no hope <br />To live or <br />To break my silence <br /> <br />Feels like I am dying slowly <br />With an awful pain <br />buried deep in my heart... <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />(4th october 2009)<br /><br />fawzia zie<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/35-heart-broken-into-dust/