i cant stop crying <br />when part of me is dying <br />the tears i drop <br />they are tears of blood and murder <br />the murder of my heart <br />the blood from my veins <br />ill never stop crying <br />and slowly dying <br />i dont ever want to fall in love again <br />i rather be in pain <br />then be in love again <br />love broke my heart <br />pain mended my sanity <br />i dont want to be comforted <br />i wanna be alone <br />i dont want the fake smiles <br />i wanna fixed heart <br />i dont want a fake boyfriend <br />i wanna sweet boyfriend <br />i guess all i want is pain, <br />things i cant have <br />and a mended heart<br /><br />taylor marie<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-cant-13/