As you laid your head on your sweater in the back seat <br />I wasn't aware that you was in pain <br />because my mind and eyes were so weak <br />I made your world rain <br /> <br />Knowing that I'm the one who made you cry <br />I feel defeated and destroyed, i just want to die. <br />Trying to keep my tears from dripping into the endless sea <br />of regret, sadness, pain, and jealousy <br /> <br />Don't you know i will always love you <br />I never meant to hurt you <br />The way you ignored me when you got out of my car <br />A piece of myself Darkened & died like a burned out star. <br /> <br />All i do now is remember the things you did <br />All the way to the time when everyone thought we were kids <br />The way we used to sneak glances at each other <br />one after another <br />I still can imagine our smiles <br />And to the time you came to my house for the first time <br />Forever placed in my mind the time and date <br />5: 30 p.m January 6,2008 <br />Waking up into reality is the hardest thing <br />sitting here holding your ring <br />The only thing thats left is a shattered heart, <br />A guy with broken dreams <br />and broken wings <br />Only to be haunted by double edged memories <br />For eternity <br /> <br />(I was looking through my journal and 4got that i wrote this lol)<br /><br />Nathan Barkley<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/double-edged-memories/
