I hate myself for being so rude <br />I hate myself for watching them nude <br />I hate myself for crying alone in the dark <br />I hate myself that i did not made any one to notice my bark <br />I hate myself for my frantic work <br />I hate myself for being called defected, outdated, and jerk <br />I hate myself for distracting the attention <br />I hate myself for always getting detention <br />I hate myself for not smiling in my life ever <br />I hate myself for being so dumb and useless forever. <br />I hate myself for the manner-less things that I've done <br />I hate myself because I'm loved by none <br />I hate myself for losing myself in reading mysteries <br />I hate myself for not having my name in the book of histories <br />I hate myself for always over thinking on everything <br />I hate myself for refraining my thinking <br />I hate myself for living life stridently <br />I hate myself for living only in my nightmares particularly <br />I hate myself for the nobbling <br />I hate myself for my killing <br />I hate myself for all the pain that I've caused you mom <br />I hate myself as your 'son' was the poi-son of the home <br />I hate myself for everything <br />I hate myself as I let the stressful wail to sing.<br /><br />Chitresh Jhawar<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-hate-myself-5/
