i have never felt so alone <br />i have never felt so betrayed <br />as you walked out <br />while the battle was still about <br />in our home........... <br />i never liked the word <br />hate...now its too late <br />besides the hurt <br />its the other word that comes to mind <br />when i recall your face....such a disgrace <br />leaving a foul and bitter taste <br /> <br />standing there proud and tall <br />, heart surrounded by a wall <br />a look of ice, a look that froze <br />my insides, my core, from head to toes <br />you started this fight <br />and with a quick exit, left in a cowards flight <br />with a look of my own disgust, i squashed you, with disgust <br />that i had believed <br />bound my love and lust <br />lord i was deceived............. <br /> <br />betrayed again...betrayed anew <br />from a piece of shyt <br />in the name of you <br />with a broken heart, my chest now caved <br />as once more, you betrayed <br />me...like a sworn enemy <br />if you, felt as though <br />i was wrong, why not just say so? ? ? ? <br />instead of defending her, not defending me <br /> <br />then with an cowards exit <br />you quickly made <br />your leave <br />leaving me betrayed <br />4 all 2 see <br />think i shall 4give you <br />think i will 4give you this <br />putting me through <br />all the drama's shyt <br />leaving me there...without one care <br />leaving me while it hit the fan <br />i say so sarcastically, your such a man <br />leaving me all but dumbfounded, as i stood there surrounde3d <br />when you turned...so disconcerned <br />to leave...i let myself breathe <br />through your betrayal, and all the deceive <br />your the fool it isnt me <br /> <br />4 all of this, i shall never 4get it <br />you and your cowardly exit<br /><br />krissi b'williams<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/cowards-exit/