Would you hate me? <br />Hate me? <br />Despise me if you knew the truth <br /> <br />I would hate it <br />If you despised <br />Not even able to look me in the face <br /> <br />Like everyone thought was true <br />I, myself was a true freak <br />A monster <br /> <br />In fright of me would you run? <br />Leaving me to truly regret my being <br />Not wishing to even be alive <br /> <br />I a horrid existence <br />So I accept that you left like all the others <br />But I am sad <br /> <br />You went out your way to be my friend <br />To be the only true one I have ever had <br />And know I bet you regret your choice <br /> <br />Now you most likely fear and hate me <br />Like the rest <br />So in other words I am left alone again <br /> <br />But in truth you will be the only person <br />I will miss <br />So sad will I be <br /> <br />But I give every right to hate me <br />For I hate myself too <br />And I want it to end but it will never end <br /> <br />Those who have seen my true self <br />Will die inside themselves <br />And will be with me <br /> <br />Those who understand are the true ones I care for <br />But there is no one <br />So I stand alone<br /><br />Aliah Owens<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-darkness-7/
