As the months in my life's planner <br />is flipping over <br />I realize <br />I have lost my dream <br />My hope <br />And my promises <br />That I made to myself <br />And <br />I'm isolating myself <br />From everyone and everything...... <br /> <br />For I only see <br />A shadow of doubt <br />Bugging me <br />And bringing the stormy clouds <br />Over my life <br />Where bitterness and hostility <br />And untrapped anger <br />Is tangled in a web...... <br /> <br />And I feel under <br />The crushing weight <br />Of uncertanity <br />And negative feelings <br />That is creating disruption <br />In my life <br />And I hear the sound of panic <br />Erasing my bits and pieces <br />Of happy memories...... <br /> <br />And in all this I see <br />My cares and troubles of the day <br />Floating out and taking over <br />My nagging and doubtful thoughts <br />And burying me deep <br />In the shadow of doubt......<br /><br />Seema Chowdhury<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-shadow-of-doubt/
