My heart cries to you <br />Knowing the pain that I caused, <br />Hoping I can help you understand <br />That I too had a heart I lost. <br /> <br />I can imagine your anger <br />That is conforming into insecurity, <br />Doubting yourself each day <br />To rely on self pity. <br /> <br />Each day I wonder why, <br />It happened such a way as this, <br />To crush such a precious being <br />Who had such faithfulness. <br /> <br />Nothing you could ever do, <br />Will make you deserve the pain <br />That I caused inside you; <br />For I hope in your heart I will remain <br /> <br />There is nothing I could say <br />To change what has began, <br />But I will say this one thing… <br />If you ever lose your way, just take me by the hand <br /> <br />If you need a shoulder to cry on <br />Or need strength for the day, <br />Please come and find me, <br />Because I can help you along the way.<br /><br />Shelby Lanier<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-deepest-apologies/