I am so confused. <br />I want to kiss you. <br />And yet I want to smack you <br />and tell you to stay away. <br />I want to pull you closer so <br />I have someone to hold on to. <br />But then I want you to go away <br />and never come back. <br />NO wait I want you to stay <br />with me, and help me, love me. <br />I don't know what I want right now. <br />I am so confused. <br />You mean so much <br />to me and yet so little. <br />I am just too confused to know <br />what is good and what is bad. <br />I just want you to leave or stay right <br />now don't ask what I want. <br />What I say makes no sense <br />but I guess you just need to get over it. <br />Because what I say is the truth. <br />I love you and always will. <br />What I want is to know what I <br />really want in life. <br />So if you can't help <br />me then stay away.<br /><br />Kelsea Osterman<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/confused-179/
