I feel that so many things are different <br />Changes for the better and for the worst <br />some are welcoming and some that truly hurt. <br /> <br />I have worked so hard to be <br />the person I know is inside. <br />But for some reason the person only hides. <br />So daily I adbide by these rules that have been placed. <br />And stop dreaming of the furture I use to chance. <br /> <br />So many emotions, confused on how I feel <br />I pinch myself daily to make sure this reality is real. <br />I just want to go somewhere and have time for my own. <br />And reflect in what maybe and what I've become. <br /> <br />Aggravation, Frustration runs through my veins <br />Chills down my body I appear to be stoned. <br />At least I appear to be because darkness has invitated my heart. <br />The old me completely ripped apart. <br /> <br />Friends say I am different <br />Changes only for the worse <br />Never were they welcoming <br />Only would they hurt. <br /> <br />So now I'm in the face of uncertainly. <br />The question should I stay or should I go? <br />Of course I dont know, If I did I wouldn't be in this position. <br />So this poem will be continued when I make my decision.<br /><br />Stephanie Nicole McKean<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/aggravation-frustration-runs-through-my-veins/
