I never knew when you arrived, <br />Had no clue when you left. <br />How long were you with me, <br />If you were with me at all? <br />Were you imagined by my fevered brain <br />Because all signs pointed to yes? <br /> <br />I thought you were my miracle, <br />My chance to do something right. <br />Yet you were taken from me <br />Before you could see the light. <br /> <br />I feel like a punishment <br />Has been doled out to me. <br />Have my sins been too great? <br />Have I lived too selfishly? <br />It doesn't seem fair <br />That I will never get the chance to know you. <br /> <br />You were unexpected and unplanned <br />Yet I fell in love with you. <br />I would have given you the life you deserved <br />If only we had made it through.<br /><br />Jen Fuller<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/loss-47/
