</>If you had known it <br />When you in joy hit towards me your swords <br />Killed my heart with your poisonous words <br />My soul wept, and you were in another world <br />Next to me to be you avoided <br /> <br />If you had known it <br />When you were supposed to save me from pain <br />And the usage of my weapons i couldn't yet learn <br />You were supposed to be my defender <br />But you didn't do it <br /> <br />If you had known it <br />How harsh the memories stroke my nerves <br />How crazy i turned and drowned in curves <br />Of conflicts whenever i turned my face back <br />But you ignored it <br /> <br />If you had known it <br />Were you to save me from the poison i drank? <br />Were you to say what from this i get a rank? <br />Were you to hold my arms and hit me in the back? <br />Would you do it? <br /> <br />It's a wish that sparkles out of a burning torture <br />And to know what u would have done is a great desire <br />If you had felt the pain the cut me into pieces <br />If you felt the air that suffocated my breathes <br />If you had known it<br /><br />Rania Hammoud<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/if-you-had-known-it/