Lonely as I sit here <br />Drowning in the ocean of my own tears <br />Thinking of the future near <br />Looking at dreams shattered by fear <br />Wondering how being safe again feels <br />Wondering when the wound would heal <br />When the scars would finally disappear <br />A hundred words won’t say how I feel <br />A thousand lies won’t make it real <br />It’s all mine <br />The heart that broke <br />The tears that still drop <br />The smile that faded <br />And the eyes that hated <br />But still I try … <br />To fight before time passes by<br /><br />Whispering Rose<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/lonely-131/