I really didn't see it coming <br />The pain I put you through <br />All those lonely nights <br />When I wasn't there for you <br />I can feel the pent up anger <br />The hate that's consuming you <br />I guess I lost my chance at heaven <br />By the hell I put you through <br />If we could start over again <br />Would we feel the same <br />Or would the past kill any chance <br />Of ending any other way <br />I don't know what to tell you <br />I don't know what to say <br />But I know one thing for certain <br />Tomorrow brings a brand new day<br /><br />david kush<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-letter-to-myself-5/