I'm tired of feeling, <br />this way about you, <br />if only it had been a dream, <br />then none of this would be true, <br />every night i lay awake, <br />convinced that all your feelings, <br />must have been fake, <br />you bought me up to adulthood, <br />but you've done things, <br />i never thought you would, <br />you watched me as you smashed my heart, <br />i didn't wana know my mum acts like a tart, <br />your addiction to cheating, <br />your addiction to lies, <br />has led us all to painful goodbyes, <br />with you not in our lives, <br />and us not in yours, <br />if only you'd have shut, <br />all of those addictive doors, <br />and now im awake still asking why? ? <br />you must find it so easy, <br />to make me cry!<br /><br />Emma Jane Rae<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/addiction-90/
