your lost in the entanglement of your mind, <br />trying to figure what is the truth and a lie, <br />so you barricade yourself, <br />crawling back inside, <br />to find sanctuary, <br />but you find nothing, <br />for it was lost with everything else you've worked so hard for, <br />and when your life seems like so much less than a shimmer in the sky, <br />just know that i was the one you threw aside, <br /> don't come back expecting my forgiveness, <br />for you cannot preach what you do not receive. <br />Friends forever? <br />Friends decieved.<br /><br />Kayla Corinne Beneteau<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/deceivence/