Used and abandoned, ill sit in this chair <br />And cry my tears softly so no one can hear <br /> <br />Tired of bein used and hurt beyond repair, <br />Life has lost all meaning, why am I still here? <br /> <br />I work all day, I work all night <br />Homework and lonliness, all that’s left in my life <br /> <br />A love I cant hold, a life that’s not real <br />And even then, there’s nothing I feel <br /> <br />So ill sit all alone, as my life rolls on by <br />With my feelings my enemy, all I can ask is why? <br /> <br />When he gets what he wants, he soon is gone <br />And I’ve stopped caring whats wrong or whats right <br /> <br />Apparently forever means only one night <br />But who cares? ‘cuz there’s nothing left in my life <br /> <br />Live for today cuz tomorrow’s a mirror image <br />Once and for all, my love is lost in the distance <br /> <br />Im exhausted, tired of being tired, <br />Today, tomorrow, yesterday, all just a blur <br /> <br />When without even a drink, my words start to slur <br />My poems have no meaning, I’ve become a disgrace <br /> <br />I used to rhyme, with rhythm and wit, <br />But here I sit, alone and lost in me <br /> <br />Where am I? Who am I? <br />Where am I going? Where have I been? <br /> <br />I’m lost and confused… <br />All I need is a friend.<br /><br />Amanda Ford<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-give-up-20/
