I speak of marriage... <br />To me... <br />Marriage is so much more. <br /> <br />Two hearts willing to be linked forever.. <br />A bond never ending.. <br />The connection strong now, and ever. <br />To me.. Love is privilege.. <br /> <br />I see in her eyes beauty, but do I deserve such thing? <br />Her heart filled with hope and joy, For I, cant even think of a happy thought.. <br />Am I worthy? <br /> <br />Cut my heart open, just to see what I'm all about. <br />Those scars will never heal.. <br />Am I to make her deal? ? <br /> <br />MY insecurities, make her confused.. <br />She said... Some times.. it doesnt even seem like you mean you love me... <br />and I smile... cuz I want her to know.. to be reassured that I, Truly, Deeply, ABSOLUTELY.. am in love with her... <br /> <br />But who am I? <br />to put her through hell... when its me with the problem... <br /> <br />Am I just not ready for love? again......<br /><br />Dislocated Heart<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/can-i-love-again-2/
