Actually this lines are responding to Gesse's Steppenwolf. I was not impressed very much with the book but they say that the thing you was second ago may differ from what you are right now just because you have had a thought, have read a line, have seen a pictire... <br /> From the other hand, i always was attached by the thought of how it must ache to see some different person inside you. <br /> Chaotic explanation =) <br /> <br /> <br />I'm on the edge again <br />Get hysteria twice per day <br />Sooth myself with meds and lie <br />Pleased with not-sudden thought of suicide <br /> <br />Nor I bring flowers <br />To the tomb of my choked off love <br />Neither I broke with friends <br />And bleeding soul I do not have <br /> <br />I just don't know how i have my poor self divided <br />Onto hundreds ugly stumbling, sweeping things <br />One of them are playing jujes, the second are offsiders, <br />The cruel saints, black-blooded swans and beggar kings <br /> <br />They cloud <br />They crowd <br />My head <br />They'd got me dead <br /> <br />They took my sleepy sun <br />Of happy ignorance <br />Can't stop hear them shout <br />They'd wear me out <br /> <br />I've lost what for I've been so long <br />I stand in dirty snow and ash <br />On my mad planet that's going <br />To break up into trash<br /><br />Helen Vorst<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/splited-personality/
