Everyday there is a feeling <br />I feel lost and unloved <br />My depression hurts <br />I'm not sure why I feel this <br />Why am I depressed? <br />Who has hurt me? <br />I have no clue <br />It doesn't feel right to smile <br />When I smile <br />It feels like I'm trying it for the first time <br />I have an empty feeling in my heart <br />I'm starting to think it's because I have no one to hold me <br />Am I love sick? <br />Do I miss him too much? <br />He lives so far away... <br />I don't know why I did this to myself <br />I try to tell myself it's all going to work out <br />I'm going to be with him soon <br />Distance can't keep us apart <br />The tequilla I drink alone on the kitchen floor does not help <br />It takes my mind off how much I hate myself, but not how much I love him <br />He is everything to me <br />I fell in love for the first time <br />And he lives far away <br />I sometimes feel like ridding this pain <br />End it all <br />Make it disappear<br /><br />Shelby Jasmin Estrada<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/just-go-away-2/
