I hate life and I want to die <br />No one around me seems to care <br />How bad I hurt <br />Maybe I will slit my wrist <br />Or tie a stone to my ankles <br />And plunge into a river <br />Maybe I could go take an overdose <br />She will never know it <br />I wish I had a gun <br />That I could put up to my temples <br />And not even think about pulling <br />The freaking trigger <br />Death would be instant <br />Instead of dying inside slowly <br />Every one keeps showing me love <br />Saying that it can't possibly be that bad <br />Just shut the hell up <br />Because you don't know me <br />You don't know my freaking situation <br />So please I don't want to hear that anymore <br />And I don't want to talk about it <br />Because there is nothing that anyone can do <br />But to step back <br />Before you get blood on your freaking shoes<br /><br />Danielle Huffman<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/suicidal-ideation/
