Open Heart Surgery <br /> <br />It's probably time, time to check my self in, <br />my hair's getting long, so are the whiskers on my chin, <br />sitting here in Disney, lost in Tomorrow Land, <br />classic signs of depression, feet stuck deep in the sand, <br />today was just another day, the next one just the same, <br />going thru the motions, pretending, what a shame, <br />one moment things seem okay, the next one I'm in panic, <br />the mind is total null and void, guess that means I'm manic, <br />try to shake these cobwebs, find some reason or a cause, <br />needing open heart surgery, pulse just wants to pause, <br />feelings are disappearing, becoming locked up deep inside, <br />nothing really matters now, even though I tried, <br />maybe there is a parallel world, where things work out fine, <br />but not in this one I'm afraid, can't find connecting line, <br />just how did this happen, I took my eye off the road, <br />was bending down to touch someone, then came the overload, <br />sparks and fire, burning desire, this is what I'm finding, <br />the Sun was way too bright, my eyes succombing to the blinding, <br />have no idea where I will go, it doesn't seem to matter, <br />hope no one feels hate for me, and all my idle chatter, <br />next time around I'll get it right, will I still remember you, <br />don't see how it could be worse, at least I hope that's true, <br />unless someone can fix, my heart completely broken, <br />open heart surgery may be too late, I wish that I was jokin' <br /> <br />Gomer LePoet<br /><br />Gomer LePoet<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/open-heart-surgery-2/
