when your memory creeps it turns my heart cold <br />thinking of all the lies and promises you told <br />you thought id follow you thought id obey <br />thinking as you did just gave you away <br />i try not to think of you now im free <br />just knowing that we could never be <br />just thinking of the 'ifs' 'ands' or 'buts' <br />thinking as i do may drive me nuts <br />so before i lose all my sanity <br />i will spit upon your so called sincerity..<br /><br />shannon lowery<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/thoughts-of-lost/
