Eyes filling with tears <br />Heart full of despair <br />Voices in my head that aint really there <br />Blood boiling in my veins <br />Anger building up <br />With all the drama im bound to be insane <br />Heart beating fast <br />Head spinning as if im smashed <br />So many feeling I just can’t mask <br />My vision gone blurry <br />My wrist gone numb <br />Fist ache of so much pain <br />Blood on the floor <br />But the voices beg for more <br />Pills down my throat <br />Bottle in my hand <br />There’s more then one day I want this to end <br />Cuts down my arm <br />Glass on the floor <br /> But they still want more <br />Another puddle on the floor <br />And the room is spinning <br />I hold my head underwater till I can see again<br /><br />AURORA BANNECKJ<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/cuz-of-him/
