I think about it these days... <br />Why do I not give up? <br />Just end it now. <br /> <br />She was my hope, <br />She said she still loves me, <br />But I just can't believe, <br />That even with someone else, <br />She could still love me... <br /> <br />Why do I feel the need, <br />To just end it now? <br />Why do I keep living, <br />This life full of pain? <br /> <br />Just tighten the noose... <br />Put the gun to your head... <br />Takes the pills, and go to bed... <br />Take the leap into the dark... <br />Or go out and up in flames... <br /> <br />Jisatsu (suicide) , what should I do?<br /><br />Peter Vector<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/jisatsu/