My time has come <br />For me to leave this earth <br />To go and leave my family <br />So I could be 6 feet deep <br />No one cared <br />They didnt even notice <br />Im a depressed daughter <br />All alone tonight <br />I cry, and cry <br />Can't even stop <br />As im crying in my room <br />I wonder and look <br />Into my closet <br />Wondering if its time <br />Im hurt not loved <br />I listen and hear <br />My beloved family and friends <br />I cry more and more <br />Because im so scared <br />To lose them <br />But then I think of my pain <br />Listening to the <br />voices and whispers <br />Making me lose my mind <br />Gaining control of my mind, thoughts <br />Just wanting to kill myself <br />But will they care? <br />Because no one is even there <br />To catch me if I fall <br />And can't get back up <br />But in the end im depressed and lonely again <br /> <br />*no one would even care if i died...theyd just throw a big party*<br /><br />SmashLey Sweetie Simons<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/almost-time-2/