Tears, fall down my face as I finally see what I truly mean to you. <br />Tears fall and hit the ground every time I think of you. <br />I watch as the tears fall and hit the floor. <br />Blood, soon mixes with the tears that have fallen. <br />Soon I see what I truly meant to you. <br />I see that I was nothing; nothing is exactly what I meant to you. <br />You played me, and when you were done you tossed me to the side and left me where I now lay. <br />So now I sit here with the blood slowly flowing from my body. <br />As the girl in the mirror begins to fade away I see who I really am. <br />I see that I am a girl who has known love and has lost love. <br />I see a girl who is tired of living. <br />I also see a girl who is ready to die and hurt no more. <br />I watch in the mirror as the blood slowly trickles down my arm, tinting the once white tile floor. <br />I watch as the tears slowly speed up as I think of the first kiss and the only one we shared. <br />The kiss I know I would never forget, the kiss from the person who will forever haunt my dreams. <br />The kiss that I wish would just fade away. <br />Fade away like the rest of my life. <br />I will make my life fade away into the nothingness of what it really is. <br />So with this blade I will end the nightmares. <br />End them forever, for no one will ever care. <br />The dreams will soon become sweet again. <br />I watch as the colors of the world around me start to fade. <br />I watch as things start to make sense again or maybe not. <br />I watch as the last of my tears finally fall and hit the floor. <br />I give out a little laugh and say goodbye to the life I once had. <br />I say goodbye to all the ones I have hurt. <br />I say goodbye to all the ones who hurt me. <br />And I say goodbye to me as I slowly fade away.<br /><br />Kelsea Osterman<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/fade-away-24/
